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December 22nd, 2005

Memories

Long time no post. Blah. XD

I reminisced the memories that once were mine
As I remind myself of that bittersweet decline
For at the moment that he passed me by
I was given a reason to cry
But something remained; the mask which was my pride
I prevented myself from crying, even if my heart was breaking inside
I could not bear the fact that he gazed at another
I guess I should have looked for the time to ponder
That it really wasn’t me that he was longing for
I’ve been daft to have expected for something more
Fooling myself for an instant of what’s not real
And yet no speck of hope was there left to feel
But I can’t blame him if he likes her more than me
However, I couldn’t accept this hostile reality
Even though it hurts, I just can’t deny
That I can’t suppress her no matter what I try
But let me say this: if he tries to break her heart
I will do everything in my power to tear his soul apart
Because I know that gradually, I will heal
But he will destroy everything in her will
I just wish that he takes good care of her
Unlike me; he left the heart to shatter
In spite of that incident, I feel no regret
Even now as I watch a beautiful sunset
Recalling events which meld me into someone stronger
And now I hear nothing but my own laughter
I remember my feeble self as I look back at my past
Musing on memories which I thought would last.

*Poem

I've been wanting to post this for some time now. Sorry if it's crappy.. kinda having the writer's block right now. Feh.

Written by usuyami at 10:29 AM in Lyrics | Bleed

November 2nd, 2005

Somebody Else

Tabulas (or the computer) have been completely whacked over the past.. 5 seconds? I don't know. Whenever I try to post this entry, a dialog box saying 'Microsoft Internet Explorer has encountered a problem and needs to close.  We are sorry for the inconvenience.' or something like that appears. Darn. Maybe spectres all around don't want me to post this rather preppy song. Actually, I hate it, but I made it. Gaaah.

You captivated me by your charm
You give me a smile that's oh so warm
You know I totally like you
Just tell me if there's anything I can do
But now that I have confessed
You've recently been a mess
I know there's something wrong with you

-Refrain-
You can't even look me in the eye
Now don't tell me that you're feeling shy
Just please break out of your shell
Because you're freaking me out like hell

-Chorus-
Do you realize what this means?
Do you know how it already seems?
Are you trying to push me away?
Don't just tell me you're okay
Because you know, if you don't like me
I'll go away, just let me see
Just don't go changing yourself
Don't turn into somebody else

At the hallway when I wave hi
You already wave to me goodbye
What happened to the former you?
If there's a button that says undo
I'll try to keep my wide mouth shut
So our ties won't easily be cut
'Coz now that you already knew..

-Refrain and Chorus-

-Coda-
You captivated me by your charm
You give me a smile that's oh so warm
You know I totally want you
So tell me, do you want me too?

*Song

Currently feeling: tired

Written by usuyami at 10:43 AM in Lyrics | Bleed

Wish I Were You

I wish I was numb, cold and hard inside
But my feelings for you have yet to subside
I know that fooling myself is not the answer
But the more I forget, the more it gets harder
I wish I can't feel anything
But my heart is still beating
I wish I can just ignore it, but it's still a part of me
The fact is that you still hold the key
I'm puzzled by how you do it, how can you not see?
Can you tell me how, just please set me free
Can this thorn in my rose be easily pulled
In a maze where one can easily be fooled?
I wish I was somebody else, but who?
I guess there's only one answer; I wish I were you.

*Poem

Written by usuyami at 10:22 AM in Lyrics | Bleed

Raison d'Etre

(Reason of Being)

I hide behind this mask in a world where all is fake
As another fragment of my soul is soon to break
This is the consequence for avoiding the path I had to take
Lead me out of this labyrinth, even just for my sanity's sake.
As I run away from a shadow I barely even knew
I realize that in this case, there is little that I can do
I may act as if I'm strong, but I get confused too
So once again I run, bidding no one adieu.
I proceed in this journey while waiting for wounds to heal
It's as if somebody or something is playing on how I feel
Is ife some kind of game? Is there actually a deal?
And so I ask myself: What is false and what is real?
I question my existence as I continue living a lie
Sitting in serenity, remaining still as moments pass me by
And when eyes are deprived of looking, I wait for tears to run dry
Wondering when life will cease, waiting for myself to die.
So I play by the sea and watch the birds as they flee
But inside I reflect as my heart screams in agony
Yet I'm not sure why I'm in so much misery
I guess I'm living in a world that's just imaginary.

*Poem

Written by usuyami at 10:08 AM in Lyrics | Bleed